The Black Carrie Bradshaw

How did I get here? On the verge of 40, single, and unemployed. All I can do is laugh at my fate. Daily I sit in complete silence waiting to hear from God. Usually when it's him I hear things over and over. On last Friday I kept hearing, "You are the Black Carrie Bradshaw." I remember thinking, "who me?" I mean was God telling me I was a mirror to Carrie Bradshaw from Sex in the City? Shut up...no way...I laughed, pondered, and even told my bff. This could not be of God, this lady was risqué.

This week I continued thinking about what I heard repeatedly, "Black Carrie Bradshaw." SN; what does God know about Sex in the City lol, I digress he knows all it's just humorous. None the less, I sat back and thought about my life and where I am. Low and behold my life is a reflection of Sex in The City, Holy Cow! God was really telling me I am Carrie. I watch that show every time it come on but never saw myself in her until he spoke. I love writing and blogging. I love a guy that is so similar to "BIG" that it's scary. He literally is in and out of my life and so unpredictable lol. I date questioning the intent of everyone I date on the first date. Wow, I'm truly Carrie. My closest friends are identical to Charlotte, Miranda, and Samantha. The irony is scary.

I have that spiritual friend that values marriage and loves children. She is in love with love. Her life is a reflection of good deeds and dating with intentions of marriage, Charlotte. Then there is my friend that has it together like Miranda, she is logical and a thinker. There is no gray area with her; things are black or white. Lastly, I have a friend like Samantha. She is very aware of her sexuality and not afraid to explore it. The stories I could tell just based on our experiences are crazy. After realizing the similarities I wondered, what is God truly trying to show me?

The only thing I could come up with is that he is telling me to hang in there, believe in my writing, passion, and dreams. Walking away from my job will not be in vain. I am writing, I am an amazing writer, and I will be no different than Carrie. I just have to hold on and be consistent. Sharing my story and experiences will yield a new audience. An excited audience willing to follow me on my journey of dating, growing, and living.

God really does have a sense of humor. He will use what you like to show you where you can go if you believe and put in the work. All I can do is smile and laugh. I hear you God. I will move as you've directed, continue to blog, and become the Black Carrie Bradshaw lol.

With that said, Hello followers! I am Kay S. - The Black Carrie Bradshaw. Welcome to my life. I hope your ready for a rollercoaster of emotions. Until next time! :-)